Charm ☼ 006 [accidental video]
[Lily is curled up on her bed crying, the SFC on her vanity broadcasting from where she threw it after checking the list and seeing that James is gone.]
This isn't fair.
[She's kind of a mess. Oh dear.]
[The SFC makes a noise, like she's got a message and she sits up, quickly wiping the tears from her eyes. Nope, no message, but...it's on. Oh bugger it all, it's broadcasting. This is embarrassing and probably the worst possible moment. Note to self, Lily. Don't throw the SFC.]
[She clears her throat, desperately wiping her tears away and trying to smile.]
James is gone.
[And with that, a tear slips down her cheek. There's no point in continuing this, she's not going to be able to say much more, so she just shrugs helplessly and hangs up.]
This isn't fair.
[She's kind of a mess. Oh dear.]
[The SFC makes a noise, like she's got a message and she sits up, quickly wiping the tears from her eyes. Nope, no message, but...it's on. Oh bugger it all, it's broadcasting. This is embarrassing and probably the worst possible moment. Note to self, Lily. Don't throw the SFC.]
[She clears her throat, desperately wiping her tears away and trying to smile.]
James is gone.
[And with that, a tear slips down her cheek. There's no point in continuing this, she's not going to be able to say much more, so she just shrugs helplessly and hangs up.]
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[And in one, casual breath.]
You shouldn't all be achin' your motherfuckin' pan worrying about that shit. Maybe a miracle will all be coming and putting a stop to all what is going to up and fuckin' happen.
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[A big sigh.]
Sirius left and came back. We've already died, when he's from.
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[He's taking his SFC. hopefully she can catch him if he starts going wrong.]
Some of my peeps being all fuckin' kicked it too. But they still be chillin' here in this hood. And I done saw a whole bunch of bros that all like kicked it but like all got better again. Miracles, yeah?
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[She covers her face because she's crying again.]
I'm trying so hard to just go with this and be happy with what I've got, but this place keeps taking things from me. Giving me things and opening my eyes and frightening me and breaking me. I don't know how much longer I can do this.
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Gotta keep on motherfuckin' truckin'. Long as you fuckin' live, you all got it in you to up and be gettin' you glad on. Ain't all easy. Take a whole fuckin' lot sometimes. And there be shit that nobody will ever forgive you doing. Shit you can't all forgive a motherfucker for doing, but you gotta up and keep your faith up anyway. Cause... Cause you gotta do it for your bros. They ain't gonna be fuckin' jazzed seeing you down.
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I really am trying. I'm trying. It's too much.
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[He glances around.]
Hey, like, I'm thinkin' I'm all nearly there. Can you up and be opening the fuckin' door for me?
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[She sighs heavily. That means going downstairs.]
Yes, just a moment, Gamzee.
[She hangs up and quickly tries to make herself look halfway presentable in the mirror. A deep breath. She's having a guest. She can be a hostess. Looking after someone else is always a good distraction. She runs down the stairs and pulls the front door open, stepping out onto the front porch and down the stairs, out of the wards, so he'll be able to hear her if she calls for him. Which...she does. He's not far at all.]
Gamzee!
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It's gonna be fuckin' fine, you hear. Gonna be all fine.
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There. Don'tcha all fuckin' leak no more now, yeah? Gonna all be drying you right up if you keep with that shit.
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Would you like some tea and biscuits?
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[Hey, how many fourteen year old boys did you know who would turn down a free meal?]
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We'll have a real, proper British tea time. You can sit down if you like.
[She levitates a cute little tea set, and sets it on the island in the kitchen, motioning to one of the seats there.]
How do you take your tea?
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His diverted attention means he doesn't quite get the question. Well. His diverted attention and the fact that he is a dumbfuck.]
uh. Like. In a cup?
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I meant...would you like cream and sugar? Lemon? Honey?
[All four float onto the island. Lily sits down next to Gamzee and the saucers and cups float off the service tray and into place in front of the two of them. The tea pours itself.]
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Sugarrrr
[The word ends up oddly drawn out because half-way through saying it, Gamzee completely forgets he was talking in favour of staring some more. Holy fuckballs, magic was awesome.]
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Got a bit of a sweet tooth there, do ya?