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Charm ☼ 006 [accidental video]

[Lily is curled up on her bed crying, the SFC on her vanity broadcasting from where she threw it after checking the list and seeing that James is gone.]

This isn't fair.

[She's kind of a mess. Oh dear.]

[The SFC makes a noise, like she's got a message and she sits up, quickly wiping the tears from her eyes. Nope, no message, but...it's on. Oh bugger it all, it's broadcasting. This is embarrassing and probably the worst possible moment. Note to self, Lily. Don't throw the SFC.]

[She clears her throat, desperately wiping her tears away and trying to smile.]

James is gone.

[And with that, a tear slips down her cheek. There's no point in continuing this, she's not going to be able to say much more, so she just shrugs helplessly and hangs up.]

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[aww, these are the kinda videos gamzee likes seeing least. Cause he's been there too, and it ain't no fun. He's never lost a matesprit, but he's lost a moirail and a best friend and far too many good friends. Some came back, some he's still waiting for.

Thank god that giant squid quieted down for a bit so that was not something they had to be concerned over.]

Hey, sis. It's all gonna be chill, yeah? motherfucker might all come back.

[A pause, short thinky-thoughts.]

Where you at?

[Have a knock at your door.]

Lils? Can I come in?

[He's quiet a moment and when he speaks his voice is without it's usual teasing/flirting tone.]

Lily..? I'm sorry...maybe he'll come back?

[More wiping tears away.]

Every day he's there he gets closer to...

[She swallows a lump in her throat.]

At my house.

[Dangit she feels so off her game and unattractive and emotional, but if there's one person she does want to see, who can understand, it's Sirius.]

Yes. Come in, Sirius.

[She jumps up to look in the mirror, trying to fix her hair and make her face look a little less puffy and wet with tears.]

Edited 2011-10-10 18:45 (UTC)

Aight. Let me all get on my fuckin' hooves and be getting my motherfuckin' nook over. Friends ain't all over leaving their peeps alone at a fuckin' time what like this being.

[Yep. going to find his sneakers now.]

And closer to what?

[She shrugs, dabbing at her eyes with a handkerchief.]

Maybe.

Edited 2011-10-10 18:45 (UTC)

Thank you, Gamzee. You're very sweet.

[A deep breath.]

Dying.

Just tell me where all to be going at, yeah?

[And in one, casual breath.]

You shouldn't all be achin' your motherfuckin' pan worrying about that shit. Maybe a miracle will all be coming and putting a stop to all what is going to up and fuckin' happen.

Near the Coral Corral. Big house, bright red door. I'll put a red balloon on the porch, so you'll know which one.

[A big sigh.]

Sirius left and came back. We've already died, when he's from.

Hey, now. Have to keep some hope, yeah? Do you live with anyone? You should be with people who care about you, it might make it a little easier.

[ Quietly, he opens the door and closes it behind him to grant a little more privacy. Without a word, he walks over and pulls her into a tight hug, not caring at all if her hair was messed up or her face puffy.]

....It'll be all right..

[He wasn't a hundred percent sure of that, but it was all he could really think to say.]

[She sighs heavily, burying her face in his shoulder.]

I suppose I shouldn't be surprised. This place took Remus and then it took you twice and now James. You came back, but...Remus didn't, Sirius. Remus never came back.

[Silent tears are streaming from her eyes, wetting the shoulder of Sirius' shirt quite thoroughly.]

Yes. Sirius is here. Thank goodness, Sirius is here.

Edited 2011-10-10 21:31 (UTC)

[Poor Lily. It breaks Equius' cardiovascular organ to see her so sad, but he knows there isn't much he can do on his own for her, besides stand there awkwardly and offer stale reassurances about her matesprit's return. She said she doesn't want to talk, so...]

[So before too long, there's a pair of chocobo chicks at Lily's door, one blue and one green, kwehing and warking and scratching at the door's paint. Let them in, Lily, they need cuddles!]

[Oh, Equius. This really touches her. She's very fond of the little birds, and she laughs through her tears (and laughter through tears is my favorite emotion >.>). She plops herself down in the foyer of her house and welcomes the chicks into her lap.]

He'd heard the crying before he even messed with the feeds on the SFC, hovering apprehensively outside of James and Lily's bedroom door before he finally took in that breath and knocked on the door.

"...er, Lily...? Is everything...I mean, are you okay?" It was polite to ask, after all, she'd been so helpful to him he probably owed it to her anyway.

Lily quickly wiped her eyes and hopped over to the door. She opened it just a crack, peeking out.

"...hi, Ron. I just..." She paused to take a deep breath. Keep her voice even. "James is gone."

Aight.

[He's taking his SFC. hopefully she can catch him if he starts going wrong.]

Some of my peeps being all fuckin' kicked it too. But they still be chillin' here in this hood. And I done saw a whole bunch of bros that all like kicked it but like all got better again. Miracles, yeah?

Yes but...I can't rely on a miracle. This place just messes with...everything. My life has been completely...

[She covers her face because she's crying again.]

I'm trying so hard to just go with this and be happy with what I've got, but this place keeps taking things from me. Giving me things and opening my eyes and frightening me and breaking me. I don't know how much longer I can do this.

[His voice firms a little. He might be young, but he's been tested. Maybe not in a way similar to hers, but he's gone through his up and deep deep downs.]

Gotta keep on motherfuckin' truckin'. Long as you fuckin' live, you all got it in you to up and be gettin' you glad on. Ain't all easy. Take a whole fuckin' lot sometimes. And there be shit that nobody will ever forgive you doing. Shit you can't all forgive a motherfucker for doing, but you gotta up and keep your faith up anyway. Cause... Cause you gotta do it for your bros. They ain't gonna be fuckin' jazzed seeing you down.

Oh cripes, she had been crying, it wasn't just his imagination! His eyes went wide as she spoke, Ron chewing on the inside of his lip before shaking his head some.

"No way! He couldn't just leave, could he? Not him too..." He took in a breath, reaching for his SFC to awkwardly navigate to the list. Then a deep frown as he looked back up her, unsure of what to say.

"I...I'm sorry...?" He didn't mean for it to come out as a question really, but given the circumstances he could only hope that it would go unnoticed.

[She's trying so hard to hold back her emotions. To stop crying. To pull herself together. But it hurts. Every breath feels like a stab in the chest, like there's a gaping hole there.]

I really am trying. I'm trying. It's too much.

If anything, you all get fuckin' used to the hurt after a while.

[He glances around.]

Hey, like, I'm thinkin' I'm all nearly there. Can you up and be opening the fuckin' door for me?

She just shrugged helplessly. Nothing she could do. Nothing anyone could do. Not to bring him back and not to make her feel better about him leaving.

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