[She wipes her face, embarrassed at being seen in such a vulnerable moment, his reaction clearly showing his discomfort. But she still feels as though she needs to explain. To admit her guilt.]

...they went to save Claire. I was going to go, but James wouldn't let me. He said he'd go, and I told him he had to take someone with him. He had to take Sirius.

[Her lower lip trembles, but she manages to keep from crying.]